EXPERIMENTS WITH THOUGHTS

I am still young plus may i also add that i have not seen much of life n' if i try to reason out why is it so i will reach to a simple conclusion: I have a very protective family. They always held me before i could tripple over and thats why i can say i have never had the pleasure of seeing healing wounds...
But all days are not the same and nights do come. I always thought one day or another I will have to go and face this world, feel the pain of wounds and pleasure of seeeing a wound heal. I wondered what adversities may come in my way and what tools life will be kind enough to grant me at that time to tackle those problems. Every now and then I imagined different things happening to me and I worked hard to get out of them. If one solution wont work I tried another and then yet another one untill I reached a solution that, I beleived, was good enough. I would keep it with me in a hope that someday I will use it practically. I never knew how the world was? How effective my solution would be?
I just satisfied thirst of adventure in me by such "EXPERIMENTS WITH THOUGHTS".
I walked for a while holding hands that were there for me to care and to caress, to barb off all thorns and plant petals, to take me through journey called life...
Then one day I realised I have grown up and now I need to walk alone for some time. If it will bring pain then let it be but for once I need to go out and feel harsh and scrouching heat of world, earn pleasure of rain of success and most importantly do it all by myself.
I felt like a lamb when I first stepped out. Many pits awaited me and so did many mountains. It was was entirely on me to fall or to rise.
My experimental solutions never seem to work. Looking back I can spot why "THEY WERE TOO THEORATICAL TO BE PRACTICAL".
I was almost convinced that nothing can be good now, I was just asking for good and not great. I thought of the way out. I experimented more and more with practical things but I could easily spot that there were too many exceptions to each law that I firmly beleived in throughout my childhood. I reframed every rule and every law just in order to work well and not fail. I had never experienced a Failure nor did I wanted to. By now I was habitual of "EXPERIMENTING WITH THOUGHTS" and found difficulty in addressing any situation that was not thought of before. Each day I would try to make schedule for next day. Imagine different type of people meeting me and responses that would be apt. for each one of them practically and politically. This thing would have worked fine if i would have met a lot of people in life. Then possibly I would recognize the type of person I was meeting and give an already framed response. I had sleepless nights and restless days. I never realised my capabilities of messing up things to such a great extent. I was celebrating, having wounds but I eagerly waited for them to heal. I was learning from Life now. Trust me its the best teacher. I learnt exactly how to "EXPERIMENT WITH THOUGHT". I learnt it just when i needed to learn it . Life teaches you how to live but it does so only when you are wise enough to hold what it gives you...
Life tells us that we must "EXPERIMENT WITH THOUGHT" as bonus. It teaches that we must be prepared for all that we hope may come and still welcome any opportunity that life is planning to offer. Life teaches: but it also tells that many successes are results of "ACCIDENTS". Life tells us to be prepared for everything that comes and still accept anything that it adds
"PLANS MAY WORK BECAUSE WE HAVE IDEAS BEHIND THEM BUT WE MUST NOT LET GO OF OPPORTUNITIES THAT COME IN AN UNPLANNED FASHION BECAUSE IDEAS ARE NEVER PLANNED."
The day I learned this from life my experiments got correct environment which is a must and science students will agree with me. All experiments are done in the labs but we need to search there significance outside it and both things are equally important.

So readers continue "EXPERIMENTING WITH THOUGHTS" and still living life.